The Twenty-fifth Sunday in Ordinary Time [A]
Isa 55:6-9 + Phil 1:20-24,27 + Mt 20:1-16
September 24, 2017
I am caught between the two.
Saint Paul is talking about a tension that all of us feel. But the reasons for this tension differ among various persons. “I am caught between the two”, Saint Paul says in writing to the Philippian people. The question he’s wrestling with is whether it’s better to live down here on earth, or to live in heaven. If Jesus appeared before you tomorrow morning, and told you that at that very moment, He would take you up to Heaven if you wanted, would you go with Him? Or would you be tempted to remain on earth?
Saint Paul is very straightforward: “I do not know which I shall choose. I am caught between the two.” So if it’s hard for a saint to choose between this world and the next, we shouldn’t be surprised if we’re torn, also.
But St. Paul’s reason for being torn is different than the reasons that some have. If you’re a Kenny Chesney fan, you’re familiar with his song called “Everybody Wants to Go to Heaven.” One version of the refrain goes: “Everybody wants to go to heaven / Get their wings and fly around / Everybody want to go to heaven / But nobody want to go now.” And to explain why this is, the singer tells how after church one Sunday he told his pastor: “Next time you got the good Lord’s ear / Say I’m comin’ but there ain’t no hurry / I’m havin’ fun down here.” St. Paul wouldn’t have been singing this song extolling “the good life” as he walked down the country roads to preach. Instead, his aim was to form what today we call intentional disciples. Continue reading →